here's what's up:

1. I am having a terrible time right now because of my statistics class. it's the only class i'm not doing well in, and it's really bringing me down mentally and emotionally. I'm really trying to do well, and i really want to do well, but I'm not remembering the material and i'm losing my focus very easily. it's making me really depressed and i REALLY don't need that right now. -______- boo.

2. my laptop (again) is not working. the internet is all screwy and i can't access it at school. GAAAAAAAAAHHHH. i brought it in to be looked at and the guy who checked it out was like, "Yeah, I don't know what to do...this is stumping me." so i'm freaking out.

3. Halloween is on its way. That's probably the only thing i'm really looking forward to right now. everything else is just kind of "mehhhh nooooo." but halloween is exciting. i love my costume (and from the response i've gotten on the two pictures, you do too!) and i just can't wait.

4. You probably don't need or want to know this, but i've started getting really deeply depressed again lately. Like to the point where on my way home from school, I'm thinking what would happen if I got into an accident or if I just didn't come home. Life isn't THAT bad, but sometimes I feel like there's no way out. It's really bringing me down, and with all the drama i'm going through with friends on top of it, i'm starting to worry that I'll fall apart again. i DON'T need that. but somehow I feel like there's no avoiding it. I'm going to bring it up to my therapist on friday and see what she says, because this needs to stop.

5. um...oh yeah. I started a new play called Girls Will Be Boys. more info if you bug me about it.

k bye.

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~k-sano